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 No.339

Good Evening Lains!

I have been having this sort of dream life feeling about the world around me lately.
Like everything seems like a long fake dream that no one can really wake up too.
It's been bothering me lately.

I'll here my name whispered by a unknown voice, movements in the night, a tug on my shirt when there is no one there.
In a way it makes me sad it makes me feel of death and someone who I cannot see or understand is reaching out to me.
Almost as if it's asking me to join it.

I don't know if this is something that normal people experience but I feel as if it's something we Lains do
do you ever get that feeling that
you are never really alone?

I feel as if I too myself am a glitch and maybe there is something out there trying to get rid of me from the system.

let me know what you think Lains.

from yours and ours truly

 No.342

First I must ask: how much sleep have you been getting? I have only ever experienced this when deprived of sleep or when I don't get enough REM. If this is constant for you under any circumstances, it could be a symptom of an underlying problem.

 No.345

>>339
Everyone has these odd moments once in a while. Though you seem to have them more often than the average.
I would say it sounds like you're a bit on standby. A nudge in your shirt or a strange noise outside and your mind is caught of-guard by it.

I had something similar with stars.
I used to look out of my window when I went to sleep and once noticed that some of them move in a rather irritating pattern.
Maybe it was the lack of sleep, but I was struck by it.
I do believe in aliens but this couldn't be one, I said to myself

Turned out it was just my head moving around as it struggled to stay still.

What I'm trying to say is, all of those things could be a message of a higher being, but I would assume that you're just not focused enough.

 No.346

I could go on about whether or not what you're experiencing is "true" or "real" but I won't bore you with metaphysics. I think you will be much helped if you live a focused and disciplined life. Here's my program for you:

1. Make absolutely sure that you are putting the healthiest of clean, unprocessed food into your body. Eat when you feel hungry, but stop before you feel full. Stay hydrated and use water as your primary source of hydration.
2.Take cooler showers. You can, after a while, transition to fully cold showers. The health benefits of this are still being looked into, but there is no question that you will be more alert and tougher.
3. Consume thoughtful and thought-provoking material. Don't be afraid to take notes. Question everything you read. Get into arguments with friends about interesting topics.
4. Every now and then, take the opportunity to do meditate on your surroundings. Take full note of all five senses and the intricate details of the world around you.
5. Wake up consistently and early. Go to sleep consistently and early. Pinpoint obstacles to this and reduce or eliminate them. I'm a goddamn hypocrite, typing this at nearly 0200 hours.

If you are following all of these steps, you are the most healthy, alert and thoughtful you can be without changing your life in a drastic way. Being in this state should erase haziness and hallucination. If your experiences continue on beyond this point, take careful note of them and report back. They may have significance you can't imagine.

 No.374

>>342
I worked full time and went to school full time for a year and a half. I got maybe 4 hrs of sleep a night. it got to the point where auditory hallucinations where pretty common. most are not hard to tell if they are real or not. however every once in a while I would get one of a guy yelling something in Spanish (I dont speak Spanish), I still dont know if it was a hallucination or if there was a mexican guy that would yell things outside my apartment. everytime I would look i could never find anyone though.



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