No.277
My purpose in life is to fell that I am alive. The problem is that my life becomes meaningless when I am not trying new things, I think I hate stability and routine, it makes me lazy and afraid of acting. I want to try everything, because soon I will die and I will regret for being so afraid of the world.
My next big step is to become homeless.
No.278
My goal in life is to have a good ending. I want to die after like a good five years of living the best life I can possibly live, and fuck everything before that time period.
My idea of the best possible life, then, is a life where I'm in control. I hate the feeling of being out of control. It's one of the worst feelings. If I'm in a soykafty situation, I can feel happy knowing that I can do something about it, even if that something is difficult. It doesn't matter how difficult, as long as the only thing keeping me from accomplishing what I want is me. I don't want anyone telling me what I can or can't do with my life, because I trust my own judgement and I know I'm not a threat to any nurturing, healthy society.
No.279
I consider my goal in life to be very vain/selfish, yet pragmatic: i currently focus my purpose in life to make a more than comfortable amount of money without sacrificing my core moral beliefs. however, i wish to use the skills/capital i've developed over my career towards making the world a better place, whether it be through creating/financing art, putting my excessive income towards lifting up the less fortunate, or working on environmental efforts.
my goal before adulthood was to become completely financially independent, as i hated having to rely on others for anything. i wanted to live my life on my own terms, without influence from others. now living independently with a significant other, each in our own careers, i have finally reached a point of stability. however, i am not caught up in the relief and realize that there is a lack of permanence in everything: relationships, jobs, etc..
to be honest, i feel a lot less confident than a year previous in regards to reaching my current goals. i wonder sometimes if i'll ever make enough money to where it will be "enough". i worry that i will become greedy, but i know i can't compromise on my morals. the opportunities i have received in life are too great, and it sucks knowing that many people from my generation will not receive the same chances at success, so i must give back to the world, and be a positive force in changing others' lives for the better.
No.281
>Or do you feel you still have a long search before you find yourself?
Pretty much this.
But I've been making progress. Um, I think one of the major drives in my life is to find some stability within my own mind and body. I mean this by means of correct thought.
For example, I believe that everything about us: or eating habits, our physical and mental health, and our economical status, are all rooted in our mental state. So I want to have the mental stability that will in turn yield results in all these. I don't mind about external factors, only about how they are a manifestation of what goes on in my mind.
A sort of side quest to this is to need the least external stuff possible. I don't really buy into the idea of "the comfort of modern things", and think that many of them end up being burdensome or even detrimental to one's health. I want to be able to be comfortable in my own body as much as possible and in circumstances that need the least resources. The extreme idealistic point would be that I'd be able to live completely in nature with just the absolue basics. I don't think I'll be reaching this point because modern life and how mcuh I am accustomed to it. I just don't think it's necessary.
These days I am trying to avoid as possible packaged food.
And lastly the thing I want the most is to reach the point of mastery at something.
No.287
>purpose in lifeIf I had any, it'd be to have fun. Hedonism really: utilitarianism.
I'm not successful though.
>>277>>278I think these are nice too.
No.289
I have nothing to look forward to, I just let things happen.
No.290
I want to find a niche in life that I can both contribute to society in a meaningful way and enjoy myself. Currently I am trying to do this in academia.
I have not reached a stable state yet. I will definitely not be able to have a decent life in the country i am living in. I need to get out but this must be in a way that I will have the same financial status in the place I go to, otherwise I will definitely not be happy there as well. I reflect this frustration onto my studies but it seems that I am not talented enough, I am good but not among the best.
I am always unconsiously trying to find a solution to this situation but it's always depressing. Until this time, I've always had a B plan but I am stuck this time. Still I can't turn off my brain or scratch everything. I just continue doing what I do, even though the boat is slowly sinking.
I just want to hurry up and see what I look like when my life stabilizes at my 30s. To brace for the impact, at least.
No.291
blow a REALLY good load of cum. im talking a fucking stream. you know how sometimes your cum builds up really hard before it shoots out and then its like it hits an extra burst? it shoots maybe one, two feet further than it usually does. maybe it suprises you by ripping through the tissue or hitting a wall. i want to do that, but like, TEN TIMES as strong
No.292
>>291I think you'd have to nofap for a while to get that.
What a time to be alive
No.310
>>276I believe in a God who is directing the world, this belief gives me strength and purpose because I know all the pain and suffering of the world would be for a greater glory and would not be for nothing.
I have anxiety about other people and there capacity for hate, envy, greed and violence.
I have feelings of being in the control of a fake persona formed by the need to conform to other peoples and society's expectations.
