Dont take the easy way out anon. There is poetic justice in hardship and difficulty.
Gee , I remember when I was 15 !
If you just want to be a hikki instead, you're probably delusional. While I am obviously not there and can't tell, I'd bet that people aren't really persuaded, it's just that you talk so much they say whatever you want to hear to make you stop, and you simply fail to pick up the social cues.