/feels/ - personal experiences

>>1778

I want to chatting with you. if you want in which way do you prefer/use to contact with each other

>>1779
Idk.. you tell me

>>1780
any type of social media you use.
send me your username/email or whatever and I will deal with that

>>1784
If you really want.. you can contact me at khreestina@cock.li
thank you

Are you the person who made that cool neocities site? I mean, I know you are because the email address you posted uses the same name as the stuff in your contact section. Sup.
I know what you mean when you say you feel like a ghost. I think we could help you if you gave us a bit more information. Like what do you do all day? Do you create things on a regular basis or do you mostly just consume things? If you don't have anything worth living for, you should make some goals. Could be something creative like writing a comic or doing more web development stuff, or it could be some big discovery thing like achieving enlightenment or something. Just pick something productive that you like, make a goal that you can work towards and pursue it. Sorry for the unstructured reply.

You feel like a ghost because you waste your time on Lain.

>>1787
Ah..ehm..yes it's me..

>>1787
I don't really do much most of the days to be honest. I wake up and I spend all my time on my pc, I have nothing else to do.

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>>1794
we all die, why rush

>>1791
>I have nothing else to do
Then make something up! Draw! Run! Program! Accomplish something! Get off the internet and do something with your life!
Right now, right this second, close your browser, turn off your computer and go for a walk. Begging for validation from internet strangers will only perpetuate your self loathing. Thats why soykaf like /r9k/ exists, and that's what you will turn into if you carry on like this.
Turn off your computer and go for a walk.

>>1796
Agreed. Get up, fuck your Neocities gifs, do something in the world. Get a job, get a hobby, get a girlfriend, or shuffle off to sob in your cellar forever.

I can't tell you it will get better, because it won't. Nothing will change until you do. If your life is difficult you can untangle it but identifying your weakneses and taking effort to improve in that direction. There is plenty literature on the matter, I am sure you already have a to-read list you've been postponing again and again.

Depression and anxiety are states of your mind. And this is something you have infuence over. Start writing a journal and marking your progress.

I can get better. If you do.

>>1795
why suffer

>>1934
4 teh lulz