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 No.1720

The day I have to grow up
Since April of 2014. I've been restless… because I broke up with my (ex)girlfriend, it was a unhappy relationship and toxic. I gone back to skateboarding the same year, I was having fun and made a lot of friends… But it isn't always rainbows and sunshine like they said. I was stabbed in the back by the people I trusted and accused me of things I've never done. They did what they could to bury me. Even for all the kindness, I've done for them. I don't expect them to give back. So, only one of my friend stood by my side, which he also skates. I just took his advice to silently disappear from where I skate(My hometown) I skated with my only friend. So, the people from my home town still isn't satisfied by the things they've done. They just spread the rumor about me talking soykaf about the locals in where I skate before.
I did what I can to not get in trouble for things I haven't done. I explain the things to the locals.. Which took a week to settle. Now, I skate with a butch of half ass individuals which were my classmates back at GRD8. I have no reason to trust em either. But doesn't give me a reason to be a dick to them. I usually skate everyday with the guy who stood by my side. Now, its just a 1 or 2 days a week. Which is boring.

I just lost the will to skate cause of the people and weather(RAIN).

For ya'll who planned to visit the Philippines.
Please don't, this place made Detroit a safer place than here. Also if you sometimes hear Filipinos are the kindest people, that's bullsoykaf. They're only kind to Foreigners

 No.1726

Alice, I know it sounds harsh but that's how life is supposed to be. People will always stab you in the back and you should be happy that you have a few (well at least one) person who have your back. A similar thing happend to me after I quit school and maybe millions of other folks. Suck it up

 No.1729

jesus how i can relate to this. Not about the backstabbing part, I don't think I've ever been backstabbed like you did. But I'm a skater too, started skating way more and way better since i broke up with my ex girlfriend. Often I skate alone. It's great to have the locals around, but I never know where they're skating, so I'll make up my own mind.
>the people are only nice to tourists
The same exact type of soykaf happens here.
I hope you keep skating, man. I hope you find something in it that clears the boredom of doing alone or with one person



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