>>1558For one, a good thing to do is write how you feel because it brings a different outlook on what you're going through than emotions alone, which can be deceiving. You'll understand yourself better and find things always missed.
Letting go is practice, telling yourself it has happened but now you have to look foward. Simple, hard and without an obvious feedback but necessary.
>who created me in a way that I couldn't achieve my highest aspirationsThat is a problem because you're transfering guilt (rightful or not) to something else, it is a blinding slippery slope making it hard for you to distinguish what is just life, your fault and another's fault. You're not meant to achieve your highest aspirations, that is something you may or may be able to do but only you can try.
>Nowadays everything out there screams for happiness and love, and there's no room for raw emotions such as anger.I don't think that is true, it's just that people want to see them more than it is possible, trying a forced utopical reality that everyone knows to be false.