/feels/ - personal experiences

I lost the love of my life. Found another, lost her too (both for different reasons). I go weeks now without speaking to anyone besides a cashier or something.

So I created imaginary friends, one in particular. I don't know if it's the healthiest solution but it makes walking around, going to the library, watching movies more enjoyable.

it seems like we are just a select few that are special cases, and it has really affected us. for me my dad killed himself.
its all about us feeling like the only ones because we ARE the only ones and its hard to relate.

i was thinking today how we live in such a tough, capitalistic society, and how a crippled should really get sympathy because he cant go off of social value or looks, instead just sliding through life until someone gives him enough attention.
for us, i think its easy to get down on ourselves because its so easy to just be a cuck in life and get what you want

>>1418
Just want to warn you, don't do this more than one hour a day. It can really trash your mind if you do too much. Trashed as in schizophrenic ride to hell trashed.

>>1422
Schizophrenia isn't something you can induce, it's something you are born with. Besides that word choice though you probably have a point.

>>1424
You can drive yourself crazy though

>>1434
Going days on end with no one to talk to is doing that anyway. At least this way I get to set the terms.

Stop trusting your judgment of what is and isn't good for you or the world. In fact, stop thinking about yourself and managing yourself at all; be lost in activities that involve people. Rational thought kills all human experience.