No.134
I used to think I was a robot, because I just never understood people and was very very dissociated.
I always worked on computers as I was hoping to one day finally just merge into the computers to live what ever life I wanted.
I still struggle with people, they are annoying and rude. If one day I can be uploaded to a computer I will do it in a heartbeat.
No.135
I never really felt like I was a robot/AI, as I always assumed that one of those capable of my level of intelligence are not essentially different from me. I always put little value on my human/flesh specific aspects like hunger, desire, passion, fear, stuff that robots might lack. The one I valued was curiosity-boredom because I think is the single thing that drives humanity, and something that would likely be present in AI too. Lastly, if I was actually a robot, then what? Maybe I would start doubting if I am a robot… what if I'm just a human that believes itself to be a robot?!
What I did have a thing for was kami (and mountains, trees, wind and soil). I mean, almost all of my parts kinda grew on soil before I ate them, and same goes for my parents, teachers, and my surroundings that taught and made me into who and what I am.
No.136
I have a tendency to think of humans as wireframe characters and animals as meat robots.
No.142
>>133I like how "be the change you want to see in the world" implies transhumanism with the "merge with computers"
Sounds /cyb/ as fuck
