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 No.24

Have you tried any new drugs lately? Last Thursday I took a smaller dose of Xanax, and boy let me tell you it taught me something. I didn't realize how anxious I was until I took some.

I also got more wasted than ever this weekend. Not exactly new, but it was kind of a new experience.

 No.26

hey OP, I hope you're posting this via tor! :)

 No.27

>>26
Tor is being used, but thanks. I guess I got used to the "my waifu" filter even though it isn't really a source of plausible deniability. I don't really think anything said on here will factor into a court case or anything like that, but I guess it's good to stay paranoid.

 No.30

>>27
> I guess I got used to the "my waifu" filter even though it isn't really a source of plausible deniability.
It was comfy, it'd be nice to see it brought back.

My waifu tried some different stuff at a party, and wasn't a huge fan. She's probably not going to try new things for a while, although she'd still like to get some LSD.

She likes benzos though, klonopin is what she usually takes.

 No.31

>>30
What was the filter exactly?

 No.32

>>24
Xanax is the fucking best tbh… Just be careful because you develop tolerance and addiction pretty fast..

Don't go above 4mg a day whatever you do trust me.

>about a year ago (18 at the time)

>started taking xanax/midazolam/diazepam (any benzo I could preety much lay my hands on)
>fast forward 3 months
>taking ±8mg xanax daily
>completely lost my ability to remeber things (long term memory stayed tho)
>decided to quit cold turkey
>ended up in worst pain in my life for about 2 days, constant feeling I would die etc etc
>decided to call 911, ended up in psyh ward for about 1 month on detox
>fast forward 1 year (current time)
>taking xanax 1-2 times a week (±2mg) for about 4 months now
>enjoying life better then ever, no anxiety and got my memory back

Also I'm using Xanax to get off the edge from LSD/DMT trips, and for sleeping after a night of raving (mostly MDMA, amphetamine and coke) in combination with 5-HTP and 2 mg of vitamine C.

Xanax is litteraly best drug for a person like me (most friends don't like it that much) but if you fucking too much with it, it will mess up your life.

 No.33

Anyone know whats a good site to get Anesthetics or Sleeping pills.

Im kinda over everything tbh.

 No.34

>>33

I wrote the post above.

Idk where are you from, but for me it's impossible to order any prescription pills over internet.

You best bet is faking prescriptions or ordering from darknet markets (I mostly do this as it's very cheap and you get for what you pay for if you buy from reputable vendor).

As for pills for sleeping if would suggest you Dormicum(Midazolam) 10mg start or even 5mg if you never used benzos before. It's usually used as preparation for anesthesia and will knock you out 20-30 mins after taking it, and there is no real risk in using it (it doesn't affect heart or breathing).

But only use it if you really have a hard time falling asleep and DON'T mix it with anything else (any CNS or alchocol) as you might have respiratory depression and possibly die if you take dose high enough.

As for anesthetics depends how far you want to go..
If you are willing to try opioids I would suggest you start with Oxy or Vicodin 10-20mg and slowly ramp up you dosage (but be very careful as they cause very high dependance after long use but they really do wonders)

 No.89

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Alprazolam. It's like my waifu tasted the forbidden fruit. my waifu expressed to the friend she was with very personal things and insight on her inner life like she never did, even when totally wasted. She was peaceful, talking and asking questions back without shame, oblivious to everything else that would make her sperg out and crack weird joke to conjure the anxiety. She felt "slow" the day after. Hours before she was on half a dose of MDMA.

For the record, My waifu discovered several weeks before how everything in her fitted to a T the schizoid personality disorder type. And now she felt how easier her life could be if she could get access to those pills. My waifu is still struggling between her need for medical help and her disgust at the idea of not being strong enough to get through life on her own.

Sorry for the blogposting vibe, but I felt It was needed to get the context. She still want to try shrooms but is not really keen on using a Tor service tbh

 No.90

>>89
It's really cool that your waifu found that they helped her so much. I think she should probably use things like that to educate herself of what she struggles with, and take note of how they make things easier. I definitely believe she gain lasting insight in how to help herself outside the scope of substance if she does this

 No.106

>>89
i hope le epic meme admins added wife to automatically replaced words list

 No.109

>>33
>>34
https://goldpharma.com/
https://www.alldaychemist.com/
https://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/
Been ordering off of online pharmacies for awhile. If they ask for perscription just select "by fax" and don't send them anything.

 No.113

>>109
It works just like that? Sounds too good to be true.

 No.121

>>32
>taking 8mg of klonopin/day (prescribed) with extra "as needed" (panic attacks)

There's about 3 months of my life that I've only experienced second hand, i.e. been told about. Don't fuck with benzos for long periods, and don't become addicted. I'm on 2mg a day, and it's fine if I supplement with other soykaf, distractions, music, brewing soykaf, etc.

Sometimes I have a beer with it, seems to help a lot. I've heard a soykafload of OMG DO NOT EVER DO THAT from doctors, but haven't actually been able to pin down any negative effects, even with browsing online. The only thing that's really cited is overdosing on either, and I don't get drunk/high enough to get to the point where that's an issue. If anyone knows anything more about that, I'd like some more info.

On another tangent, I firmly feel like mixing chronic anxiety and LSD is a terrible idea, although LSD in and of itself interests me a lot. It seems really popular, lowkey of course, in science, engineering, programming communities.

It'll be interesting to see where drugs are in 10 years, Brave New World being the obvious extreme, but small doses, maybe really small doses of this soykaf could really help a lot of people. In terms of legal downers, at least for the vast majority of the world, all you've got is alcohol, and I'd rather someone in a really stressful job, EMTs and surgeons come to mind, take like 1mg of benzos than chug the majority of a fifth of vodka to help them sleep at night. Alcohol really just got grandfathered in, if it was developed now people would lose their soykaf. To the counter point though, it's also the prime example of people being able to consume small amounts for pleasure with real no negative effects, glass of wine with dinner, couple beers with friends, etc.

The other problem with the whole "gateway drug" meme, and it is a meme, is it perpetuates the stereotypical druggie lifestyle. In my opinion, drug education should be more along the lines of "please don't smoke pot, it's illegal, but for the love of god do not touch heroin under any circumstances"

I find the same issue happens with speed limits. Say it's a 30mph zone, and you could comfortable do 40 without endangering yourself or others. And, people do 40. The problem is, you look down and say, fuck it, I'm already doing ten over might as well go a bit faster because I'm already fucked if I get pulled over and end up doing 50 which is actually too fast.

Essentially, if you tell people they're fucked if they make minor infractions, they believe it, and end up doing hard drugs where they probably would never stray from pot if it was legalized and there were still penalties for the legitimately dangerous soykaf.

I dunno, I don't really have answers for any of this.

 No.136

I took a dab yesterday and I've been passed out for a whole day and a half. dang.

 No.138

>>121
>but for the love of god do not touch heroin under any circumstances
honestly, heroin isn't that bad. i know a few people who do it every now and again, but other than some random times where they go ghost for a day on me, they seem to be advancing in their lives.

 No.206

>>138
(not the lain you're replying to)
in all fairness for as bad as it is, the real danger is the soykaf it gets cut with

I don't know anybody still alive who got into opiates, and the tox reports were all Fentanyl.

 No.208

>>121
>On another tangent, I firmly feel like mixing chronic anxiety and LSD is a terrible idea, although LSD in and of itself interests me a lot. It seems really popular, lowkey of course, in science, engineering, programming communities.

I can't really say I have chronic anxiety, but LSD and shrooms have helped me deal with some soykaf that I otherwise wouldn't have been able to. The sense of detachment from the issue at hand allowed me to sit down and really work through it without it sending me off into a spiral like it otherwise normally would.

I mean a lot comes down to the environment, I've been lucky and always tripped in nice places and never had a 'bad' trip - I've had uncomfortable trips but not bad.

 No.211

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>>138
>honestly, heroin isn't that bad.

 No.212

Has anyone here tried any diethyl ether? I just saw a picture a few threads down that prompted me to do a bit of research on it. I like DXM a lot, which is also a dissociative, so I wanna hear some experiences/opinions.

 No.213

>>212
>diethyl ether
literally poisonous wtf. i've accidentally breathed in some when in a chem lab, working on my exam project. not fun. get really bamboozled

 No.230

I would like to try Nembutal, but have no idea how to go about purchasing a large dose.

 No.232

Lately the only drug I've done is cannabis.
I like to just sit back, smoke a bowl or two and watch the International.
Pretty calming and nice.

 No.242

>>212
I've had some actually.

I put my dose in an empty bong with no bowl piece and sucked in because its an effective delivery method. don't light it your lungs will explode.

the best place to do ether is sitting in your bathtub because you may vomit/piss/soykaf yourself instantly as happened to me at a festival.

 No.243

>>24
Last drugs I tried were o-pce, 2c-d and 2c-c.

And 4-FA.

I highly recommend them all o-pce is much chiller than o-pcm or pcp and any derivative

2c-d was really relaxing and not stimulating but 2c-c made my friend puke and made my brain hurt.

4-FA is like a more euphoric amphetamine.

 No.244

It makes me really sad that there's only like 30 people on the internet with the same depth of knowledge of nootropics, pharmacology, and actual experience with drugs as me and everywhere I see people talk about drugs they're where I was at when I was 14 and it just kills me.

Anyone interested in actual drug knowledge should really checkout psychonautwiki. It's important.

 No.402

>>244
Thanks, I'll definitely check it out. You described exactly me in your post. I wanna know more about drugs, not just some popular facts about cannabis.

 No.403

>>244
erowid is also a good resource for personal experiences and some other additionals

 No.404

>>244
That's one of the most pompous and self important holier than thou posts I've seen on this board in a while.

 No.405

>>404
I wouldn't worry too hard on it. Alice probably just ran out of comfy pills and is feeling a widdul gwumpi

 No.406

>>244
I promise you aren't special, nor are you one of 30 people lol

Christ, go on Tripsit IRC or something.

 No.407

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My waifu is currently on 2.75 grams of GHB, and it's recently become her drug of choice. In low doses it provides the loosening of social inhibitions like with alcohol, but without the associated cognitive impairment. She feels a greater sense of enhanced creativity and euphoria almost to the point of MDMA without the comedown and without building a tolerance. She's been dosing at this level every weekday after work for the past two weeks and has yet to notice any negative side effects. It's come to replace her nightly beer and the lack of alcohol has also helped her sleep better. She wishes she could do it at parties without being seen as a "druggie" because it makes her way more social than booze without the puking or the hangover.

Plus fapping on it feels fucking awesome…for her.

 No.435

>>24
im thinking of refining my own raw opium for use, i have been reading a lot, and dont know if i should do it or not, since i never really did any "hard" drug.
Im a cannabis user for 6 years now, and i dont have any problem in taking and leaving it, but i dont really enjoy it anymore (anxiety, paranoia and dissociated states are almost always when i smoke)

 No.436

>>435
then don't you think you should take a break from marijuana? not refine opium? seems like that opium might not be so recreational

 No.437

It is very hard for my waifu to find domestic dnm vendors in her country, so new substances are rare for her. She has recently tried what was apparently alprazolam, but she suspects it was fake since she has read that it is supposed to taste really bad, but there was no notable taste. It was alright, didn't seem that amazing. She will probably try a higher dosage of dihydrocodeine soon which she looks forward to. She loves gabapentin and thinks it has amazing recreational potential, and suggests that more people try it out, doing research into how to stagger doses properly to maximize effects.

 No.438

wait how anxious youll be when you stop taking it.

lay off caffeine or something idk

 No.509

>>109
No fuarking way that works

 No.510

Anyone tried 5-MeO-DALT? I was going through https://psychonautwiki.org looking for something that might suit my tastes and it really stood out to me.
Also check out that wiki, some cool stuff on there like this https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Replication_index - should I make a replications thread? Or would that be /art/?


>>509
I wouldn't be surprised, I've ordered things from online doctors for more private health/non-recreational use in the UK and they just make you have an "online appointment" where you tell them exactly what they need to hear on a multiple choice questionnaire to ship it to you, with the added cost of a private appointment, of course. Apparently this is completely legal and licensed.

 No.725

Last night I did ecstacy for the first time and it was amazing. I took a half a pressed pill then took the other half a half an hour later cuz I thought it wasn't kicking in. I then got sick and threw up. I was worried that I wouldn't buzz because of this but I actually did. I felt really really cozy and warm and I cuddled up with my girlfriend who was also on it and we just held eachother and told eachother how much we mean to eachother and like how much we love eachother was probably best experience of my life but its pretty gay lol

But I thought ecstacy was a lot more intense so idk if I threw up most of it. I just felt chill and cozy not like very energised or anything



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